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[01 Nov 2009|09:29pm] |
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GAWD I'M SO TIRED!!!
Halloween was a massively draining yet fun time for moi. During the day I went to the Zombie walk with my friend Adam and we gatecrashed it dressed as Resident Evil characters complete with toy shotguns. It looked ok in my tiny hands but Adam's looked more a pistol with wishful thinking XD
It was hilarious, so many people but so much effort into their costumes and looked amazing. There was a zombie angler and broccoli and chav family, people were just so clever! We met up with miiol, Chibi, Mart and Kate and Jack and Liz who were all zombied up and I took great pleasure in shooting them.
After the Walk I had to go home and get ready for work -_- I was not best pleased about working on Halloween but since I was missing a party to be there I decided I was going to have fun. And I did somewhat! As fun as we tend to have on a busy night anyways, it's easy to cope with the drunks and arses when the kitchen has a good atmosphere.
Anyhoos, work finished at 2am and I got the night bus to join a very funny party at Andy's. I got there just as the boobs were coming out, I was most pleased XD We didn't go to bed til 6am and then had a very lazy day about club today. Was nice ^^
So yes, I'm trying to do more happy posts and updates and what not. Halloween was busy but awesomes :) Hope you all had fun too!
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Can any of my Flist make layouts? and do you feel like making me a new one? :D As you may be able to see the photobucket that this one is set from has died T_T Drop me a comment if you can! Thank you Flist!!
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[28 May 2009|02:27am] |
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I really needed to get this out. Click the cut at your own risk
( Parental Rantage )
tl;dr version: SOME PARENTS ARE CHILDREN. I'm sick of attempting to fix the retarded situations when I'm one of the children. Just... ARGH GROW THE FUCK UP.
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[07 May 2009|11:43pm] |
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Do I always update when I'm procrastinating? Seriously?
*looks at date of last update* Feeeeeeck.
Ah well. Dealios.
As you can imagine I've not been keeping up with my Flist lately but I'll get there eventually. Tis my last day of uni v.2.0 tomorrow, minus exams. Then it is the uber update of uni v.3.0. ... wow I'm so much more of a nerd than I was before I came to Bristol.
I'm currently writing a pointless 500 word essay on the balls that is the graduate Development Programme. How can you even write about something that was like.. yeah... this is how you write a CV. Gee thanks for that. Yeah now write an essay about it... sorry whut? I'm on 300 and have taken a hiatus of wishing to do other things. and I've run out of stuff to write about. Time to make stuff up! Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!
I think I'm doing a brainfart update as I seriously cba to do fill you all in on EVERYTHING that's happened since December. So I'll give you the main stuff
- UNI - Luke, friends etc - JOB - Cosplays - New friends - WENT TO THE ZOO - Minamicon which was hilarious - SOCIETY - Cosplay Clubnights - General dicking about with a dash of usual assignment avoidance - Changed my hair colour TWICE - Mum's terminal lung cancer went into remission
Seriously, how the hell do you put terminal cancer into remission? It's still terminal... but my Mother seems to have told it to fuck off for a while so she can do other stuff instead of the whole dying thing. I think she's either a marvel to science or bionic. I'm leaning more towards the latter as she keeps complaining about being heavy ¬_¬
If you haven't guessed Mum and I are horrifically blunt about her cancer, secretly we think if we made fun of it enough it'll go emo in the corner and forget about her. Doctors refuse to believe us that it works.
On a minor note I CANT WAIT FOR SUMMER, I HAVE SHIT TO DO AND UNI KEEPS GETTING IN THE WAY!
... that is all.
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| Update o' doom |
[18 Dec 2008|05:51pm] |
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It occurred to me I hadn't updated this thing with anything other than memes for a few months. So prepare youself for a long read! (it includes more cosplay pictures if that's any help to get you all through it :P)
( Go forth into the depths of stuff! )
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| Dialect meme... mainly because mine's different to the Bristol lot! |
[03 Dec 2008|01:08am] |
Regional Dialect Meme
What do you call:
1. A body of water, smaller than a river, contained within relatively narrow banks. Canal
2. What the thing you push around the grocery store is called. Trolly
3. A metal container to carry a meal in. Lunch box. Mine was always plastic! with Polly Pocket on it!
4. The thing that you cook bacon and eggs in. Pan
5. The piece of furniture that seats three people. couch
6. The device on the outside of the house that carries rain off the roof. Gutter
7. The covered area outside a house where people sit in the evening. Vestibule
8. Carbonated, sweetened, non-alcoholic beverages. pop
9. A flat, round breakfast food served with syrup. Pancake
10. A long sandwich designed to be a whole meal in itself. a subway? XD nah, a sandwich, doesn't matter what bread it's on it's still a sandwich!
11. The piece of clothing worn by men at the beach. Swimming Trunks
12. Shoes worn for sports. Trainers
13. Putting a room in order. Tidy
14. A flying insect that glows in the dark. A...glowy fly?
15. The little insect that curls up into a ball. Woodlouse
16. The children's playground equipment where one kid sits on one side and goes up while the other sits on the other side and goes down. see-saw
17. How do you eat your pizza? In triangle bits
18. What's it called when private citizens put up signs and sell their used stuff? Carboot? but that's in a car... boot...
19. What's the evening meal? Tea
20. The thing under a house where the furnace and perhaps a rec room are? Celler
21. What do you call the thing that you can get water out of to drink in public places? Water Fountain
22: If something is diagonally located, where is it in relation to you? *points* .. that's all you get XD
23. What do you call the place where the water comes out of the sink? Tap
Also MY ZEXION WIG CAME!!!!!!!!!!!!
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| I'm insomnia's bitch |
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It's 5am. Why aren't I asleep? Why have I not been able to sleep until the sun decides to come up again? but no, that's not the end of it. After about, oh an hour, of said sleep I wake up having a coughing fit.
Disrupted sleep is always an issue for me. It makes me feel groggy and makes me sleep later than I usually would. At least I'm awake for my flatmate who's having an 'omg I have work in four hours and I can't sleep' spasm. I have to get up tomorrow too >_<
Digi's coming here to sort out the music for the fresher's presentation (Organising all of fresher's myself even though it's a three-person committee... stress = lack of sleep? y/n -_-) I'm moody... meh. So yes, I have to wake up and shower and be human before he gets here. I've basically been in bed for the past few days with my stupidly bad cold, ironically not sleeping. So I'm just gross.
Good news is I finally finished the next chapter of The One Where Roxas Does the Chasing... but none of my betas are online because IT'S 5AM. And I joined a new RP forum which should be interesting. I miss Cerlard, I need to get him out and pestering Arlan again. New RP thing spawned a question in my mind. Am I an old RPer now? I look at people's RP profiles and a lot of people are 15/16 o_O (sometimes I can guess because of spelling but still) but... wtf? I get a message 'oh you like medfan would you like to RP?' 'Yeah sure' *looks at profile* OH MY GOD YOU'RE STILL IN HIGH SCHOOL. It's weirded me out a little.. and yes, I know I'm one of the younger ones of my friends so I guess it's poking at you guys too :P
Anyhoos, I got hyper earlier... lack of sleep or just me? who knows but I made darkenglishrose hyper too... because I can. The result may hurt your brain but it makes me giggle. warning: CAPSLOCKS FOLLOW
( Read more... )
Dear god what were we on?... I want some more.
This update is pretty pointless but I'm tired and need something to do!!!!
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[29 Aug 2008|01:23am] |
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Omfg I just have such a spaz. I'm at home at the minute to visit my mum and we have wireless. now, I'm sitting on my laptop, with less than 2 gig of memory left so I start to remove useless programmes. I end up deleting something that made my internet stop working...
Say Hello to the Kiichan panic cycle.
>OMG my internet stopped working and thus msn
>GAH I was talking to Anish he goes back to uni tomorrow
>He'll think I've just gone offline
>He'll be upset with me
>OMFG I need to get that thing I deleted back!
>ARGH it's not in recycle bin, you FAIL recycle bin FAIL I say! I must download it
>OMFG my internet isn't working!!!!
(Anish later said: "Oh, I was reading manga I didn't even notice you'd gone" adkfhfhsakfh!!!!)
So yes, I ninja downstairs as it's now 1am... trying not to trip over my mother's oxygen wires by laptop screen light. I figure if I shove a wire into what I think is the internet port in my mother's house I can get onto msn and get Anish to help me fix it. Nope... didn't work, even after putting the wireless code thing in again (this should have been a clue to good ol' soft shit here...)but I finally think of grabbing my mum's laptop and get online. It went like this:
KiiChan: MITHOO! MITHOO MITHOO I BROKE THINGS, THINGS ARE BROKEN AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DOOOOOOOOOO Anish: What? What happened? what did you do? Are you ok???? K: *Explains* A: You deleted your wireless drivers?!?!?! K I don't know! Did I? A: You're fucked K: How do I get them back? I don't know what to do? A: ok, calm down. Is your laptop near? *starts to explain thingies* K: yeah... yeah ok *clicks stuff* ... oh... I think I did it... A: What? K: There's a wireless thing here... oh.. my firefox works... I think I accidentally fixed it. A: ... *headdesk* ok, I'm going back to my manga
Turns out I'd deleted the synthesis thingy for my house wireless, not my actual driver and because I have stupidly shoved it into the wireless router thinking of it like a LAN then it sorta came back... or something... I don't know I'm a software person, hardware I am shit at.
I pity my boyfriend sometimes....
A: Why did you panic so much? just take a deep breath next time K: The thought of you thinking I'd just buggered off upset me.. like, what if you'd checked and saw I'd gone and thought I'd gone to sleep without saying goodnight and I love you before your flight tomorrow? A: What if I'd checked? Your mind actually works like that?!?
So yeah, sorry if you were talking to me and I disappeared. I broke my wireless then magically repaired it... o_O This mainly applied to hollow_strife Sorry hun! I know you were proof reading!
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| Amecon 2008 Con report |
[12 Aug 2008|03:19pm] |
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Convention: Amecon Date: 8th-10th August 2008 Location: Leicester University Cosplays: Shadow Heartless, Seifer, Marik, Cissnei
ok Fail...
AMECON WAS FUCKING AWESOME
This was my first convention and I have had a stupidly good time I'm so tired, I've barely eaten anything all weekend, my legs are killing me but oh dear lord if I wouldn't do it all again right now.
This post is long and so full of pictures and cool it hurts
( day by day breakdown and pictures... OF DOOM )
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It was stupidly hot today. My homepage said 28 degrees IN BRISTOL FFS. this caused a summer storm to hit, it was fun, there was a very wet pidgeon outside my window. zaros and I thought this would cool things down. Nooooooo we go outside again after said storm. It's HOT and WET. EW, did not feel nice so Mike was left to fend for himself and I fled back to my flat.
I've spent most of today hand sewing my Seifer cosplay, I ran to a charity shop to get the right colour trousers. I've almost finished his coat, he needs his collar though and a whole lot of hemming. It's all for Digi's photoshoot tomorrow. I really wanted to get Seifer done for it, I think if I ignore the hems I can do it. I can always work on it more before Amecon. I've had to stop sewing now though, it's almost 2am, I really want a coke but there's no where open but I'm sooo tired >_<
Heat and sewing make kiichan tiiired. and my bf is online but he's 'away' .forever... which is annoying as he's in America atm and I haven't been able to talk to him. Grrr.
Ok, this post it a wee bit pointless but oh well. Blame lack of sleep plz.
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| The one where Roxas does the chasing chapter 4 |
[25 Jul 2008|08:09pm] |
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Title: The one where Roxas does the chasing Rating: T Pairings: Akuroku, Soriku, Cleon Genre: Humour/Romance Warnings: Yaoi, language, a bit of smut and underage drinking to lead to humour. Word count: 19370 (All four chapters, just less than 5000 words each) Summary: Roxas starts to fall for the mysterious redhead in school. His twin is loved up which doesn't make it any easier. Let's see what happens when Roxas has to chase after Axel for a change. AU
The new chapter to be found here
Cross posted. Hope you like the new chapter!
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Hey guys! Just to let you all know I'm moving to a new flat so my net is a bit awol atm. Hope to see you all soon!!!
Stay safe xxx
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| Lol cuddle slut |
[10 Jul 2008|03:53am] |
I'm really tired. It's really late. Been a bit of a rough night. But it's ok because I love darkenglishrose
Your result for The Attachment Style Test... The Cuddleslut
You're mostly secure, but sometimes you need a little extra reassurance to make it through the tough times. You are usually affectionate and sweet, and you find it easy to fall in love. An encouraging word from a crush or a loved one can motivate you for weeks. Fictional character with whom you might identify: Kaylee (Firefly/Serenity), Hiro Nakamura (Heroes) Take The Attachment Style Test at HelloQuizzy
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| Organisation calender of DOOOOOOOOOOOM |
[07 Jul 2008|02:35pm] |

Calling all UK Organisation XIII Cosplayers! Myself and darkenglishrose are starting a project of an Organisation XIII Cosplay Calender. If you'd like to take part in this Calender of fun or you're just interested! The details are at Shini's Fandom journal here
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You're probably going to find out somethings that you didn't want to know :P
Bold the things you've done in your lifetime, italicise the ones you want to do.
My List: ( listy listy.. no not Dave )
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| The one where Roxas does the chasing Chapter Three |
[07 Jul 2008|01:32pm] |
Title: The one where Roxas does the chasing Rating: T Pairings: Akuroku, Soriku, Cleon Genre: Humour/Romance Warnings: Yaoi, language and a bit of smut Word count: 14509 (All three chapters, ~5000 words each) Summary: Roxas starts to fall for the mysterious redhead in school. His twin is loved up which doesn't make it any easier. Let's see what happens when Roxas has to chase after Axel for a change. AU
The new chapter to be found here
Cross posted like crazy. Hope you enjoy!
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| Rantity rant rant... sorta |
[02 Jul 2008|11:34pm] |
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Huuuur rant on my LJ, I'm obviously such an emo/geek/nerd no lifer..... lamer chicken wuss....
You know, I do really love Yahtzee and his game reviews. Even if he's horriffically bashing a game that I love he still makes me laugh so I don't mind. This week it was about gamer comics which I thought would be awesome, and it was... to a point.
So, some background, I read a webcamic called Ctrl-alt-del and I love it so, it's funny and 'gamey' but still has an actual plot with the characters. It was just 'one of the comics I read' until the other month when the writer took a real creative leap/risk. I wont spoil you, but a very serious issue occurred (which the artist had experienced himself irl so he felt he could write about it) and honestly, I thought he wrote it brilliantly, and it was, creatively, a fantastic thing to happen with the drama and proper 'story' of the comic. I really respected him for doing it.
So, the point where I began, for the first time, to seriously and completely disagree with Yahtzee was when he started to bash this comic. Not openly, but naming the afforementioned big storyline saying it makes fun of the issue and referencing in the background a comic strip called 'bntrl-balt-bel'. I just felt that it was genuinely unnecessary. I know he doesn't like a lot of stuff but was there any need to pick on it like that? Yes, I know a lot of people disagreed with the storyline but the artist justified his reasons for it very well.
Maybe I'm just a sad little person that lives in the internet but these things seem to strike a moral chord with me.
In other news! I'm planning an Edward Elric cosplay, and I'm so excited to get my sewing machine tomorrow! Shini is coming with me and after we're going to have a picnic with her dolls and my Ed figure so I'm going to do an ADIML.
May have to actually shower at Shini's as I HAVE NO HOT WATER....AGAIN!!! Stupid student halls seriously, it's so stupid every few days I don't have any hot water and I'm getting sick of it. wtf am I paying £107 a week for?
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My sleeping patterns are FUCKED. It's 4.10am and I'm still not asleep. It's been like this for about a week now. I think the problem is that work has no jobs for me atm, I'm not really doing anything during the day so I'm not getting tired. ANYHOOS, I'm in my flat by myself at the minute and have been for about a month now. What I didn't know was my flatmate Richie was back in Bristol but was staying somewhere else. He came back here at about 2.30am and scared the SHIT out of me. I was on the phone to darkenglishrose at the time. It went like this:
Me: oh my god I just heard a door! Shini: Are you home alone? Me: Yes and nobody can get in here Shini: .... Me:.... Shini: Right, go see, stay on the phone to me and if it's an axe murderer I'll... do... something (she lives a 45 minute walk away from me, so really she can do fuck all :P) Me: *goes out bedroom door* Heelloooooo? Flat: ...... Me: Hello? eep. Flat: *muffled voice* Me: Who's here? Richie: *Comes out his room* Hiya! Me: WTF you scared the shit out of me! Richie: Sorry, did I wake you up?
We proceed to talk about him getting chucked out at home so coming back and our crappy flatmate and the fact that nobody else is here.
As I said, my sleeping pattern is absolutely fucked and I've hit the I'm retarded now part of tired as shown here talking on msn and watching tv
Shini-chan. says: I can't decide what to do for Haru! Shini-chan. says: And also I have to choose an outfit for tomorrow night! Kiki: gasp Kiki: I think I've hit the lack of sleep=retarded now Shini-chan. says: LOL Kiki: aaaaw I've just seen baby goats climb all over the adult one like "You are my mountain!" *falls off* Shini-chan. says: LOL Kiki: It's so cute!
Ok I have to stop this now otherwise I'll just keep going and fill your Flist with Bollocks! I wish I was drunk, then it would explain the crap I'm talking but nooooooo.
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I PASSED ALL MY EXAMS! With firsts in four of them :D wow, finished my first year at university... weird.
Anyhoos, I entered a contest on Deviantart for reinventing yourself as a Wammy House detective from Death Note and I wanted to share it with you! I love this photo I really do and digiguy_online helped me and did the photography and editing.
Kay: Wammy House Entry by ~Kiisama on deviantART
Anyhoos, I need to get a move on and give my CV into places! I need a new job!!
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So... It occurs to me that over the past... month... or so I've done three cosplays but not really said anything about them. Plus I'm bored. Well, the three costume's I've completed and worn are Honey-Sempai from Ouran High School Host Club, Haruhi Suzumiya from the Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya and A Shadow Heartless from Kingdom Hearts. Haruhi was for Bristol Comic Con and Honey and the Heartless were for London May Expo.
( Cosplay cut )
Of course, when in cosplay it's a prime time to have fun with the characters... mainly crack. We got some awesome photos but I'd kill your bandwidth if I put them all on so here's a few. ( Crack cut )
There was so much more crack, with Kyouya/Honey yaoi, Honey being glomped by Death Note's Matt, Sora riding his keyblade, Kingdom Hearts and Ouran Caramelldansens... HELL JUST COME WITH NEXT TIME!
Cosplays in the works: Miyuki-san from Lucky Star in cheerleader uniform, Lloyd from Code Geass and one of the Ouran twins as the Cheshire cat from the Alice in Wonderland episode.
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[09 Jun 2008|10:53pm] |
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YOUR BOY SIDE
(x) You love hoodies. (x) You love jeans. ( ) Dogs are better than cats. (they're about the same for me) ( ) It's hilarious when people get hurt. ( ) You've played with/against boys on a team. ( ) Shopping is torture. ( ) Sad movies suck. ( ) You own an X-Box. (x) Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid. ( ) At some point in time you wanted to be a fire-fighter. (x) You own a DS, PS2 or Sega. (DS AND PS2, thank you) (x) You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers. (I always got to be the red one, because I AM WIN) ( ) You watch sports on TV. ( ) Gory movies are cool. ( ) You go to your dad for advice. (HAHAHAHA!!!... yeah) ( ) You own like a trillion baseball caps. ( ) You like going to football games. ( ) You used to/do collect baseball cards. (x) Baggy pants are cool to wear. ( ) It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people. (x) Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favourite colours. ( ) You love to go crazy and not care what people think. ( ) Sports are fun. ( ) Talk with food in your mouth. ( ) Wear boxers.
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YOUR GIRL SIDE
( ) You wear lip gloss. (x) You love to shop. (depends on what it is, but I like shopping, not obsessed though) (x) You wear eyeliner (lots of it! Either black or blue) ( ) You have some of the same shirts in different colours. (x) You wear the colour pink. (Every now and again, and it's on some of my 'punky' clothes) (x) Go to your mom for advice. ( ) You consider cheerleading a sport. ( ) You hate wearing the colour black. (I LOVE the colour black) ( ) You like hanging out at the mall. ( ) You like getting manicures and/or pedicures. (x) You like wearing jewelery... (it's rare if i haven't got at least one piece on) ( ) Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe. ( ) Shopping is one of your favourite hobbies. ( ) You don't like the movie Star Wars. ( ) You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance. (Lucky Star doens't count right?) (x) It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories. (not every day but for a night out, yeah probs. That includes choosing the outfit) ( ) You smile a lot more than you should. (x) You have more than 10 pairs of shoes. (but i never wear them! I only need new shoes when I want them or if I've worn the old ones out as I don't grow T_T they've accumulated over the years) (x) You care about what you look like. ( ) You like wearing dresses when you can. (x) You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne. (x) You wear girl underwear. (x) Used to play with dolls as little kid. (x) Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it. (HAHA only when I crash at peoples' places and it's 3am... what can we do? I KNOW!! lol) ( ) Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.
12/25
Woo, I am female. Good. I'm a bit more girly than I realised! haha
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You are in a mall when the zombies attack. You have: 01. One weapon. 02. One song blasting on the speakers. 03. One famous person to fight alongside you
01. The gun from Painkiller that fires SHURIKEN AND LIGHTNING. As Yahtzee said "It could only be more cool if it had tits and was on fire"
02. Motteke! Sailor Fuku. Because I'm fucked up like that! I'd be dancing and slaying at the same time. plus I can't get it out of my head!!!
03. hmmmmm zombies zombies... who fights zombies? screw it you know what, I watched TV with my brother earlier. I want Faust VIII from Shaman King!!!
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| London Expo May 08 |
[25 May 2008|10:03pm] |
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I went to London this weekend, it was awesome! We got a coach at about 9am (We being myself and various members of anime soc including darkenglishrose and zaros) Shini and I sat at the back and as it was a National Express people like Si were stuck at the front so we used PictoChat on our DS-s to sort out the hotel rooms XD then the three of us played a big game of Elite Beat Agents via wireless. I sucked as I've never played before but now I must own it!!!
Anyhoos, I spent far too much time on the tube this weekend, it's silly. Especially dressed as a Shadow Heartless and then as Honey-Sempai, I'll post photos when I can grab some as my camera is a bit crap and I was too busy running around everywhere.
My Heartless cosplay was quite popular, I didn't see another one all weekend, was quite pleased. I kept getting asked for pictures with Shini's Roxas and Andy's Sora. Also, tube with two keyblades and a struggle bat is a bit difficult. We donated my struggle bat to a Hayner cosplayer on the second day as he didn't have a proper one and we couldn't be assed to take it all the way back anyway. We made him really happy :D
The second day we had an Ouran picnic in the Expo centre, I gave out cupcakes as Honey-Sempai ^_^ It was fun, we ran after cosplayers we liked with Si's Tamaki roses.
I finally got to meet secret_windows after god knows how long of talking on the internet, seriously it's been years. She was dressed as Jenova from FFVII and then Matt from Death Note. She was win, seriously.
I'd go on forever about this weekend if I could but my hand wrecks now. IT WAS JUST AWESOME and I'm really fuckin tired *passes out*
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I crashed at darkenglishrose's the other night and we played dress up with her cosplays, clothes and make-up XD Anyhoos we took pics and she did this deviation of a picture of me and i loves it. Hence I'm pimping it out like a too-thin girl in a short skirt and suspenders.
Wish Upon a Star by ~Sadistic-Muppet on deviantART
Win
Also! BAC Cosplay club night tonight! and I'm doing an ADIML! WIN
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[11 May 2008|02:00pm] |
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IT WAS WIN! I'd do a proper con report like Shini does but I'm shit, so there.
I went to Comic Con yesterday with some Soc memebers and it was so much fun it was silly. I'm glad I made sure I only took out £30 for the con that morning otherwise I'd have spent my rent. There are some awesome pictures over at darkenglishrose my camera is Shitty McShiterson so I didn't take it. There's some of the cosplayers at the con and me in my Haruhi Suzumiya cosplay. Shini was Euphemia Li Britiannia from Code Geass so we were running around saying "well, I'm an Emperial Princess and she's *ponts to me* God. So yeah.." and she asked the Storm Troopers if they'd like to switch from their empire to hers.
( Piccies of things I bought! )
It was a really fun day, met some randomly fun people, there was a Kadaj cosplayer who was really sweet, if quite timid. and she said she really hoped to see us at London Expo. We met a Roy Mustang who was dark_squall. Our cosplays consisted of Me as Haruhi Suzumiya, darkenglishrose as Euphemia Li Britannia, Andy as Suzaku Kururugi also from Geass, Sam (andy's lil bro) as Alkiora (no idea how to spell it) from Bleach, Mart as Reno from FFVII, Chibi as Link from Legend of Zelda (she made the sheild and master sword too, Chibi is win) Liz was Seras Victoria from Hellsing and Jack was... something to do with her as I don't really know he carried her MASSIVE gun most of the time. it was so big we could find them by looking above the stalls for the gun top ^_^;;
The Storm Troopers were a bit uppity, Liz walked passed them and just said. "That's a really small gun." LOL
Oh, and it was so hot I have killed my body spray. May it rest in peace with Mart's Reno Mullet (he got rid of it D: ) I got my OTP a present of a Batman statue, which is awesome. To get it though i had to do the treasure hunt which was to find all the different coloured plushie bears which were around the hall on the stalls. It took me about two or three hours to get them all! I kept running around "I'm on a bear hunt again!" then returning to Cosplay Corner as I named where we all sat down, to have a rest. OTP LOVES me now btw
Anyhoos, afterwards Shini and I went to McDonalds to meet up with Mike and eat, then we went back hers where we met the others and we sat and watched Doctor Who. THEN we went to the cinema to see Iron Man WHICH IS AWESOME!!! I want a pet droid thingy that he has. If you haven't seen it go see it!!
So, that was the most fun and most geekiest day of my life.
Awesome.
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I've written a new fic! I know! I haven't done that in ages!!
It's Akuroku, Kingdom Hearts.
Title: The one where Roxas does the chasing
Summary: Roxas starts to fall for the mysterious redhead in school. His twin is loved up which doesn't make it any easier. Let's see what happens when Roxas has to chase after Axel for a change. AU, Akuroku, Soriku Warnings: Slight language, yaoi rating: T
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4242432/1/The_one_where_Roxas_does_the_chasing
ENJOY PLEASE REVIEW!!!
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Another meme! I keep getting bored. I currently have a Death note vid loading on Youtube as someone posted about them finaly having Near and Mello in the dub and the voices went well. It occurred to me I hadn't hear L's voice! Of what I've seen so far the Death Note dub has been quite sucessful but it's not what Death Note IS to me, as I watched all the subs before the dub had even come out. It's strange that whatever format you first watch an anime, that's how the characters ARE to you in your brain... or maybe it's just me *shrugs*
In other news! My gamepad game so I can play Legend of Zelda Ocarina of time! So yeah, that's my weekend gone, what Assignments? oh... yeah.
I went Ice Skating yesterday with darkenglishrose and two other Society members. It was awesome! We were justing skating in massive circle, stopping to dance every now and again singing old anime theme tunes really loudly (including Pokemon and pokemon Johto) We entertained the masses. Well, Shini and I were doing the singing, Mike just looked slightly scared but we held onto him so he couldn't skate away XD
You know what, L's voice is quite good! and he pronounces Kira properly. I still prefer the japanese though ^^
( I have lived through 76 of these 159 things )
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| Pissed at the world... ok maybe not the WHOLE world |
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I'm pissed at people. If you hate the rant posts then tonight this is not the journal for you I'm afraid.
I'm back from the Czech Republic and a glorious two weeks with my OTP. Before I left I asked one thing of his flatmate, I even pulled them aside to talk to them about it "Please don't leave him alone too much after I've left" there's nothing worse then after you've spent some time with your other half than having to sit in your previously two person bedroom alone. I was assured that my OTP would be looked after and a fuss made over him etc etc. did they keep their word?
The Fuck they did.
I left nearly a week ago and he's been left alone nearly the entire time. I'm not talking about someone watching him 24 hours a day just be in the same room when you're both home or something. Go get coffee, anything to take his mind off things. This was the one thing I had to be assured of so I could leave without having a worry that he wouldn't be ok. Another problem with it, is I like these people, they were fine with my moving into their flat (now my official home even though I'm never there enough)I really did like them but I now know that I can't trust their word.
This has all really upset me. The fact that someone I care about with every fibre of my being is being treated like that and there's nothing I can do about it. He's just been left in his own misery. They're supposed to be his best friends.
Saying "I miss you" over a video message just isn't enough. It's times like these when I hate the distance the most, when I feel so helpless to do the simplest of things like cheer him up with a hug or even just spend time with him. It really does break my heart sometimes.
On top of all this, my mother is very ill. She's housebound and hooked up to a 24 hour oxygen machine. Again I'm helpless to do anything as although I'm back at my parent's now I'm in Bristol most of the time which is 4 hours away. I'm going back on Monday and I've got so much work I can't even think about it. I've got a presentation on Thursday where I'm supposed to have done it all with a partner, said partner has disappeared off the face of the Earth and I'm left doing two people's work. It has to run for 10 minutes and I've got 4 slides... Mum has strictly ordered me to not let my university work suffer. But right now it's the last thing I'm thinking about.
Oh, and I returned to the hospital. It seems that the thing on my brain scan that everyone thought was a nice tumour, and thus I've had some painful follow up tests, might have just been a fault in the scan. Good news I know, some of those tests were hell though and they were for nothing.
I'm afraid my faith in the human race has ebbed away tonight, I do hope it doesn't rub off on you.
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Tonight it the Torchwoof finale... I'm in the Czech Republic... BBC iPlayer doesn't work here...
so I am now dying from Livejournal until I get back... as I'll scream if I find anything out accidentally. See ya when I get back on mon!!... SHIT! I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT TO DO!!!!
BYE NOW!!!!
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| Czechmate... HA BAD PUN! |
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I'm off to the Czech Republic again on Monday! woot! Two weeks with my OTP ^^ *is happies* ... I really should attempt to... you know... pack at some point... meh. That's what the night before is for!! Even though I'm going to have to get up at about 4.30 to go get the train for 6am *is not so happies*
Went into main Bristol to pop to work and get Czech monies today. On the way back it was only me on the university bus (Being miiiiiles away from anywhere my uni has a bus service... it's shit but hey it's free..ish) the driver pulled over and said "do you mind if I just go the shop?" I wasn't in a rush to get back to my flat.. had my iPod so I said go for it. He must have been dying for a drink.
Anyhoos, what my minor problem was, he'd left me, alone in the bus, with the keys in, and the engine running... I've never had to resist temptation so hard in my life... lets ignore the fact I can't even drive a car let alone a bus and sometimes I can't even walk sufficiently *see previous post of walking into signpost* so if I had done what that little psycho in my mind wanted me to, I'd get 100 yards from where I was and be smashed into something in some amusing manner... and I can't even afford to do the cosplays I'm doing I'd never manage bus repairs.
Speaking of cosplays! I've finally decided!! I am cosplaying Honey from Ouran ^^ and a Shadow Heartless from KH. My president pointed out I'm going to be chased by overzealous cosplayers but I have my own Roxas and Sora to fend them off! Hurrah! And I'm actually making them... I've never mande clothes in my life... But we shall see what happens!! ^^
Also, I've designed the most perfect AkuRoku tattoo and now I really want it... my OTP doesn't have to know what VIIXIII means right??
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| Pikets and pitchforks |
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So, I'm going to support the content stike, mainly on the basis of I have a basic account and that livejounral is a community. Why should you HAVE to pay to be able to be apart of it? Plus, I have cosplays to work on, busy busy me... what's that? I have work for university? Pfffffft... I have Chain of Memories that's what I have.
Here's the details and the times that the strike starts at various points in the world.
http://beckyzoole.livejournal.com/395125.html
See you all laters!!
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| I...actually...did it |
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Those of you how have watched me for long enough know that I'm the completely most crappest person for finishing games yes? The only ones I've completed in my entire life being Zelda Twilight Princess and Phantom hourglass. Well, I actually did it. After well over a year I have finished Kingdom Hearts II
It was the single most saddest moment of my life!!!
It's ironic really, I bought the game in Bristol when I was looking at my university, deciding to come here or not, and here, at said university, is where I finished the game. There were a lot of commas in that sentence... I like commas, , , , , ,
Now being the KHII veteran that I am I have shamelessly thrown myself into the fandom (including starting a new game JUST to see Roxas again and the fact I'd forgotten half the plot when I continued my game)It's rare for me to have a character that I ship two pairings for but I cannot decide which Axel pairing I like best. Axel and Roxas are adorable and I love them both, but I also love Demyx because I'm a massive geek and I find him really funny.
But what the fuck, Axel can just have both and be a whore :D
We had a soc social last night which was awesome and I'm still tired from. We had two hours of Karaoke with myself and Adam taking charge of the song... machine thing. We kept throwing a random song in just to throw everyone... like Nellie the Elephant XD
Then we moved to bars!! darkenglishrose and the famous Chibi joined us which was exciting! Go friend her for she is lolcakes with awesomesauce We all walked over to beerkeller (heavy metal!! YAY!) all of us holding hands. We were a massively long chain of Anime peoples. I think we scared Bristol. It was awesome!! Unfortunately I couldn't last too long as I'd been in work yesterday morning, then went straight to a lecture and then straight out so I'd hit my limit by 1AM. I did get on stage and mosh it up with Hal for a bit! LOL.
Anyhoos, everyone's buggered off home for Easter so I'm in my flat by myselfs so OFF TO MY SHIPPINGS!!!! *Hugs Demyx/Axel/Roxas*
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| Oh mah gawd!! |
[07 Mar 2008|05:08pm] |
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I'm updating in a relatively short space of time!! I assure you that it is, indeed, not the apocolypse.
I'm at home at the min. It's not my easter hols, though I wish it was. I had to come home for a hospital appointment were I was promptly prodded SEVERAL times with sharp things!! I currently count, 5 needle holes in me. 4 of which are bruising quite spectacularly. It seems I have crappy veins (my one good one popped after deciding I'd had too many blood tests at which it commited veinicide) and tough skin, a needle's best friend. woot for me. Also I had a tap thing in the back of my hand as I needed blood tests in certain time frames. But the vein they'd managed to get it in went "OMFG INVADORZ!" and clotted around the damn thing. At least we know my external immune system works -_-
Anime Soc are having cosplay karaoke on friday which will be awesome as Mum's let me borrow her 'cancer wig' from when she had chemo, which is blonde so now my Misa cosplay will be better. I iz well excited.
Tomorrow ketsi_aiita_n and myself are going to Liverpool. There shall be craziness as I haven't seen her since September. :D
I need to go now as too much typing is killing my wrists with all these bruised holes in me. Plus I think I heard mum say pizza...
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Remember that Anime Society I keep talking about? How I heart it so? I'm freaking SECRETARY of it next year!! KIKI FTW!
It's quite amusing, our future president is a friend of mine, he can be quite unruly. His campaign quote was "When I'm incharge all the girls will wear miniskirts!" Ala, Roy Mustang. It seems I'm Hawkeye then o_O which I guess works, as I smack him up the head and tell him to STFU. Which I'm sure Hawkeye does when nobody is looking.
Btw, for interest my campaign was "I'm little, I'm cute. I'm Otaku to boot!" Which ketsi_aiita_n gave me in all her usefulness!
I'm going home tomorrow. I've got another hospital appointment on Friday morning, to check all my hormones are being released properly from my brain or something or other. Two hours of being bored and prodded I know that.
At least I have Pokemon diamond for the journey ^_^ I've been playing that game constantly for nearly two weeks. I'm off to the Elite Four! Woot!
I really should get to my Forensic Biology lab write up, but I so can't be bothered! argh... hmm it's either that or the art trade I'm working on. I'm drawing Darien from Sailor Moon, that is, when I start it :P
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...and now my head really fucking hurts... It was a low sign post too, especially to hit my head... I'm going to blame the shine of the sun in an odd part of my eye for the reason I walked directly into it at relative speed. I'm not just a dumbass... really.
Anyhoos. Today was the REfresher's fair... wtf.. which barely anyone knew about. Basically it was another chance for the sports and societies to show themselves and get more members. Most of the people there, were FROM the sports and societies... yeah... I was helping to man the Anime table though. We had one little square table for all our stuff (dvds manga figures. Fma tin SIGNED by VIC omfg I hate our president he has the coolest things) but we had to share it with our student paper Western Eye as our president was the head of photography.
There was this Capiera or something Soc that didn't show up, so we stealthy bumped the Arab soc next to us up one table and commondeered that one for the newspaper. Then after a bit we realised that the Arab Soc girl wasn't coming back (she left ages before we 'bumped' her up)so we took her table too!
TABLE CONQUEST FTW!!!
It was fun. There was a fair few of us there so it looked like our table was popular :D even though it was all the members... I got to break out my Misa cosplay!! I had to go straight to the stall from my practical so I went to Genetics all 'Death Noted' up. Was quite awesome. After, we went to our weekly meeting (which I'd actually never bothered to go to before... oops) watched 2 FMA eps, 1 Oran Host Club (which is my new thing and now must watch ALL of) and 1 The Melancholy of H-something or other. When I can be bothered to find out the whole name I'll tell you! sorry, blame the head.
AND I FINALLY KILLED THE BASTARD BOSS THAT KEPT KILLING ME IN FINAL FANTASY III!!! Now, if I could just kill bloody Xaldin in Kingdom Hearts 2 I'd be the happiest bunny there is...
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[31 Jan 2008|11:56am] |
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SWEENY TODD IS AWESOME!!!
Seriously, go see it. If you don't like loads of blood... then get over it because it's such an awesome film it's worth sitting through. It's a Musical Serial killer movie! lol!
Forensic Science Students really shouldn't go see Blood-filled movies. We've just learnt a new skill of analysing blood patterns and spatter... and we like to use it.
Also Alan Rickman was great in it... and Johnny Depp sings... and he's good at it too!
Anyhoos, Thanks for the cosplay ideas now I need to Draw my OTP something for his birthday, he doesn't let me buy him anything. Something videogame related? Help?
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Oh dear lord, working in a shop is so boring...
If I've never explained my job to you before I apologise and shall. I work for a catering temp company, when people are short staffed they call my managers and they send people out. I've worked in a canteen of the place that built the failing Mars probe making sandwiches all day and over Christmas I worked in an Egyptian theme christmas party for companies of the area for 6 nights. So, maybe my flist can tell me, why oh WHY have they ordered a Catering temp to work in the shop at a train station? I took the job because said train station is only a 20 minute walk from my University, but it's boring!!
Have you guys seen Clerks? I so felt like Dante yesterday. I work from 12.30-9.00pm and after about 6pm I only had about 6 customers. So I sat there reading a magazine. I'm dreading today, it's Sunday and it's going to be even slower than yesterday. and my muscles ache >_< I've been on my feet for two days and the newspaper stand fell on me. *cries*
In other news. My internet was supposed to go out this weekend, and I'm slightly worried it hasn't. Being in halls this could mean that randomly in the next few days, it'll disappear. I'll be so happy to move into main bristol next year! Even though I have to put my deposit down, bye bye £250...
I should be going to the May Expo, but it's the refreshers fair next week and I really want to cosplay for the Anime society, anyone know a simple cosplay with midlength purple hair? I have the clothes for Misa from Death Note but I am lacking the blondeness. So I call upon my Flist for help!
*sigh* off to work I go then >_
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I went to see Alter Bridge tonight!! OH MY GOD they were AWESOME.
Myles is such a good showman and seems to be such a genuine person. One of the songs that they performed was about someone being very sick or dying and before it Myles said "We met a guy called Jim today. So this one is for his Dad, Tim" How nice was that?
I've never been to a gig like it. One section of the set only required Myles and the drummer so the lead guitar and the bassist went behind all the amps to have a quick break, and they were making red bull cans dance on top of the amp! It was such a hilarious 'corner of your eye' moment!
I never realised how widespread their appeal was. I saw 14 or so year old kids in there, the first time they've ever been to a moshpit and all excited etc, but in front of me was this 35-40 year-old woman who was all moshed up, which I found a bit odd but thought, if she still has the balls to wear chains and shit at her age then good on her!
The only slight complaint I have was that the guy behind me seemed to be the biggest obsessed fan EVER. He knew every lyric to every song and preceeded to sing, rather out of tune, along with Myles. He was quite tall so the singing wasn't that loud for me, the air brushing the top of my head creeped me out though. There was one section were everyone was jumping (it was awesome) but he was proper LEAPING, I was there with my flatmate and yelled to him "OMFG He's going to jump ON me!!". The guy didn't actually bother me that much though, he was behind me but he'd left me some personal space, the only time he actually touched me was when me moshed 'out of sync' and his leg hit mine. lol.
I haven't been to a gig in ages, and I've never been to a metal one. (Alter Bridge? Metal? The new album is more metallic than the last...) Aforementioned flatmate said the best thing before we left..
Wash before you Mosh
most people ignored that rule but what do you expect from a small Carling Academy and a massive turnout?? It was such a good night! And the merchendise (spell?? cba to spell check) was quite cheap compared to some other bands! I mean, you get the knock off stuff outside for a few quid, but I really didn't want it as the band logo tends to wear off in the first wash. I got a skinny fit tour Tee and a big poster and it all cost £22. I thought that was quite reasonable.
Well I'd better get to bed as I'm quite tired and deaf
I'm going to be SO dead in work tomorrow.
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I've been told to write things down more to help me sleep. and I figured I don't write on here enough... so... yeah...
I've got my last exam tomorrow, I'm really not well prepared for it and I had a Cell Bitchology exam on weds that's done my head in >_< Luckily though I've organised a big night out in Bristol tomorrow night! Should be fun, I hope a fair few people turn up. I've had a lot of maybes so far.
I've had a lot of stresses lately... My OTP being so far away from me is REALLY hard. I hear people complaining at uni that their bf/gf is an hour away and it really does my head in when said couple have fights or do stupid things because 'they're so far away' especially infidelity 'oh but you're so far away. I'm sorry but I just slept with that guy' WHAT?!?! No form of distance is an excuse to cheat for fucks sake!!!
Do they not realise how good they have it? You can just get on a train for an hour that'll cost you less than £20 whenever you want to go see them, you can call them without having to worry about it costing you more than your rent for a 15 minute chat. I know it's hard for them as it's an hour more away from each other than they're used to but if it's that bad, make the fucking effort!!! It costs me nearly £200 to see my OTP. I have to get three trains and a plane. I start travelling at 6.00am and don't stop until 4.30pm. If I could afford it I'd go see him every chance I could. But I can't and it really gets to me sometimes.
And now... something completely different
I need 6 more members to get my facebook group up to 100!! I don't know why I care about these things but I do... it's 'You know you've been a science student too long when...' http://uwe.facebook.com/group.php?gid=6333699794
Btw secret_windows Kiisama on Deviantart is me!! I wasn't sure you knew as somethings I said may have confused you o_O silly me.
I'm going to see Alter Bridge next Friday!!! I'm SOOOOOOO Excited!!!! I haven't been to a gig in so long and I've listened to their music for ages. And now they're in Bristol! and it only cost me £15! once my tickets actually get here..... Still waiting Carling Acadamy!! They're E-tickets.. surely it's not that hard.
Well, lets see if this helps me sleep eh? See you in the morning LJ.
Edit: Surprising slept quite well. Just to let anyone know, I know a couple from back home who have to live about two hours away from each other, one being in uni one in college. My previous rant in no way applies to them. They never complain or do stupid stuff like have serious arguments over shit. One of them is one of my best friends and she helps me cope. Random texts like "Fuck this sucks ne?" Make me smile ^o^
I didn't get to see them over christmas and it upsets me. hopefully I'll see them before my next holiday though ^_^ and I'm going out and I can't find mah shoes!!!
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I'm scared at how good my 7-year-old sister is at typing on msn... and that her writing is as good if not better than our 12-year-old brother's... but his could just be crap *shrugs*
Comment and you get questions too!!
From yaoi_chick
QUESTIONS ALL UP IN YOUR GRILL
1. Do you ever like having questions all up in your grill? My gril is happy to have questions all up in it
2. Do you like your life right now? It's good yeah. I'm home from university for the first time :D
3. Have a boyfriend? If so, who? I do have an OTP yes. Anish <3
4. WHY DOES THAT ICON SAY FLORENCE?! LOL! Yu-gi-oh: The Abridged Series. An english guy made it, it is awesome!!!! Seriously, go watch it.
5. Pick one: Tapdance wearing only a piece of spaghetti, or ride a swan into the Battle of Orellynao? Riding a swan. coz I think it'll look cool and/or funny
Oh, and it's FRICKIN FREEZING IN MY HOUSE!!!!
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Why am I such a glutton for punishment that I have to log on again, just before going to bed to see if he's messaged me back? It just makes me cry. I still love him even when he makes me cry. It's so late, nobody's here. I have nobody to talk to so I've resorted to this. If I haven't been working late shifts at my job I'm in university, doing exams and working on assignments. I haven't done anything fucking wrong but I feel like I have because he's upset and I want to make it all better. There's no way I can sleep now... I have to get up in the morning. Wake up in this flat where none of the mess is mine. It's disgusting... It's only four days, I just want to go home. But I don't even know if he's going to be there.
Ah fuck it. Nobody fucking reads this anymore anyway.
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